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Name: Claudia Country: United States State: Pennsylvania Metro: York Birthday: 9/1/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: Tarot , Astrology , Making Presents for Tikal , Daydreaming , reading , Princesses , sometimes random seances , Coffee , Diners , driving , music , Depo Provera shots , clove cigarettes , Dragon Ball Z (<-----NERD) , Grunge , MSI ,arguing , Not getting onion dip on my face Expertise: being a wallflower AND a social butterfly. Didn't think it could happen , eh?
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4/6/2005
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If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose? Pick your dessert, then look to see what psychiatrists think about you! IT'S SCARY HOW GOOD THIS IS!!!
After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to others but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the subject box above. ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU!
(Sorry, you can only pick one).
Angel Food Cake
Brownies
Lemon Meringue
Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing
Strawberry Short Cake
Chocolate on Chocolate
Ice Cream
Carrot Cake
NO.......You can't change your mind once you scroll down! So think carefully what your choice will be! Scroll down
OK - Now that you've made your choice, this is what research says about you!
ANGEL FOOD CAKE...Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times.
BROWNIES...You are adventurous, love new ideas, are a champion of under dogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up, you whip out
your saber. You are always the oddball with a unique sense of humor and direction. You tend to be very loyal.
LEMON MERINGUE...Smooth, sexy, and articulate with your hands, you are an excellent after-dinner speaker and a good teacher. But don't try to walk and chew gum at the same time. A bit of a diva at times, but you have many friends.
VANILLA CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING...Fun-loving, sassy, humorous. Not very grounded in life; very indecisive and lack motivation. Every one enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker. Others should be cautious in making you mad. However, you are a friend for life.
STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE...Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people and can be counted on in a pinch You tend to melt. You can be overly emotional at times.
CHOCOLATE ON CHOCOLATE...Sexy; always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can appear to
have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh.
ICE CREAM...You like sports, whether it be baseball, football, basketball, or soccer. If you could, you would like to participate, but you enjoy watching sports. You don't like to give up the remote control. You tend to be self-centered and high maintenance.
CARROT CAKE...You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh.You are fun to be with. People like to hang out with you. You are a very warm hearted person and a little quirky at times. You have many loyal friends.
I chose carrot cake , because i like carrot cake alot ... | | |
| I'm so bored , and I can't sleep quite yet. I'll probably start on a doll when I finally figure out who to do one of. They always turn out better when I have a subject.
I miss when Mike worked with Crystal. 'Cuz then he'd get off work at 2 or 2:30 instead of getting home at 7-ish. And when he worked with her he'd come wake me up on the way to her house. It's nice to wake up to someone next to you , but it's even better when they fall asleep beside you ,too.
*sigh* It's , like , 4:30... I'm so tired , but I can't sleep ...
Also , a few people wanted to know what defines an Indigo Child or a Crystal Child. So I have a link for you. It's the most helpful thing I've found so far.http://www.starchild.co.za/what.html
I was reading it , though , and the more I read the more I figured Nancy and Barb were full of shit , seeing as how they said Indigo children only started showing up within the past 10-15 years , and they were still rare. Also , I couldn't possibly be an Indigo Child. The lady who wrote the article above said that Indigo children and Star Children were pretty much the same thing. Beings that had never been to this world before , and have only started coming to make the world a better place. Well , I'm pretty sure I've lived more than one life , and I don't think I'm doing a good job at making the world a better place. Really , nancy may have been a psychic , but she didn't know what she was talking about. The fact that there are a bunch of teenagers sitting in on a meeting of that sort doesn't make them special , it makes them curious. Of course , there's also the crazy stuff going on with the earth , and everyone's getting closer to being enlightened. A psychotic lady can't tell that one girl is any more special than a girl 30 years ago just because she has trouble with school and being a teenager. Really , I think the lady says it to every kid she meets. If i ever see her again I'm going to argue with her about it... And punch her in the face. 'Cuz she annoyed me.
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| It's so hot in my house.
I woke up around two , when Mike came over. We played Gauntlet , and then took my brothers to play Mini Golf. It kinda sucked , since I don't really like mini golf , and it was hot.
Platkin met up with us eventually , and we went back to my house and Made eggs. I tried to make deviled eggs , but we didn't have any mustard. So eventually Mike left and Platkin and I went to Round The Clock , to see if Kelly was there , and to order hard boiled eggs. Then we made deviled eggs , 'cuz our server was cool and gave us the hook up.
My sisters wedding is in a few days , and it just doesn't seem real. I'm not as excited yet , because I've been pushing it out of my mind , but It's starting to creep in. It's finally happening after 8 years of a relationship and being engaged for 3 years , they're finally getting married.
*sigh* I'm so bored. I can't wait 'til my brothers leave for South Carolina.
I think I have to change me sleeping schedule around alot. I'm thinking about staying up all night every night , and then just sleeping until 6 or 7 everyday. Then at least I won't be bored all fucking day and i won't have to put up with kids.
I had total writers block , if you can even get that when updating a xanga.
I'm talking to Lance. It's cool 'cuz I totally lost contact with the guy for awhile.
I wish i wasn't so tired all the time , and getting Mono doesn't help , I'm sure. I'm gunna do a Doll soon , but I don't know who to do one of. Of course , I just had an Idea , but what good would it do me , eh? Besides , It's a gay idea anyway. My brother wants to know if I'm gunna be on the computer forever... yes , in fact I am , because it's the only thing to keep me busy. Go play Video Games , douche bag. lol.
*sigh* I'm off to play Neopets , 'cuz I'm a loser. | | |
| I've been having these dreams all week... I think they're pretty much my subconcious shouting "wake up , you naive peice of shit!"
Earlier it hit me. I realized what my dream was about a few months ago. I don't know what I thought it was about before , but now I remember.
Now , the last thing for the night. Whoever feels like leaving a comment saying negative things , do it. I'm not replying , because I know what it does to you. So , write what ever you want , but don't expect me to fight back. It's not that you're winning any big battle , it's that I don't feel like going through all of that bullshit that you've put people through before. Yea , I'm not a great person , but neither are you. I'm not saying I'm any better , but at least I care about other people. At least I'm not a Sociopath. | | |
| Alright , so today Amanda and Abby just kinda showed up and killed a bunch of ants on my porch. Then Platkin picked us up and we went to West Man. 'cuz he was gunna see a movie. Mike showed up and we chilled. Went back to his house so he could change and get his car. We ended up having this big annoying conversation. I think it's the closest thing to an arguement we've ever had. He says that I don't feel good about myself , because I look up to my friends , and I idolize them and think they're so great , even the assholes , and I have myself convinced that I'll never be good enough. Of course I always deny it , because we have this conversation so much. I'm actually convinced that if I make myself beautiful and cool then I'll like myself alot. He doesn't think so. He thinks I'm beautiful now , but I'm totally not. I've seen beautiful , and I definately don't fit the definition. *shrugs* The conversation lasted for two hours which is by far the longest we've ever stayed on one topic , even if it's something he's trying to convince me of. I don't think he understands that I won't be convinced. I know it makes him unhappy , but I've learned that doing things , and sacrificing things because it'll make someone happy isn't worth it.
I've realized that I don't trust anyone anymore. They say it's healthy to trust people , but it's not. It won't matter if I'm a good judge of character or not because I've decided just not to give anymore chances anymore. I'm tired of the shit. When I lived in south carolina I had two friends. Neither of them even liked me , and even though I knew it , i had to hang out with them. In the school I went to there really was safety in numbers. Anyway , York is worse than that place , because it seems like alot of people are better at hiding how shitty they really are. I've had a few groups of friends since I've been here and repeatedly I'm shown that the people here are full of shit , no matter what kind of front they put up. So , The only people I think I can trust at all anymore are Mike , Platkin , Sarah and Chris. Fuck everyone else. I'm tired of "friends" that only hang out with me because of the people I hang out with , or people that hate my guts but they don't say anything about it. People who just kind of ignore you , but don't give a good reason , or any reason at all. No more chances for anyone. I know I'll seem so stuck up when I'm in public places , but it doesn't matter because it's not like anyone of any interest follows me around , and at least I don't lead them on. Besides , kids at the mall seem to loooooooooooooooooooove snobs.
Anyway , After that conversation we went back to the mall and then to Starlite. Dan and Alex went with us *shrugs* It was nice hanging out with Dan again. Then Amanda , Abby and Mike went to do something with Jon , and then Alex and Dan left so it was just me, Mike and Chris. It was alright for awhile , then I got kinda bored , and my body felt like it was melting. Amanda , Platkin and Abby came back and then Mike left *tears* We left soon afterwards and got Pizza at Ledo's Pizza. Then we picked up Jon. We were so close to Cedar Village it was driving me nuts. Then I went home. Mike and Jon are here now hanging out.
I'm so fucking tired. I'm sleeping in room tonight , though , so I should probably sleep in a bit. I hope so... Wait , the only day that I don't have to wait until between 6-7 to have anything of interest happen , I'll end up sleeping in. That's how it always works ... I hate that Mike's working in Maryland ... Not only does he get off work late , but it takes him an hour to an hour and a half to get back to York , and then another half hour until he gets over here , so it's maybe 7 when he gets here and he has to be home to go to sleep at 9 'cuz he has to get up at 4:30 in the morning. His work schedule sucks ass.
*sigh* I think I need Neopets. My Neopets can be my new friends.At least if I don't play with them for a few days they won't turn on me and hate me. Neopets are better friends than real people. | | |
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